I just don't get it
How can someone say that they like me
Then turn around the next day and completely ignore me
Or perhaps they were just trying to be nice and not break my heart
Too late, it's already been broken too many times before
Someone from my past love has come back into view
Even if it is for only a week
I truly wish that the person that I like now would just feel the same and show it
If only that would actually happen, even though I know it won't
Why are most men asses to me
I just don't get it
What the hell am I supposed to do if I really want to find that one person
The one person that I will spend the rest of my li
what i used to be...
well yeah i was a cutter.
I tried to kill myself.
but then i realized something,
i have a reason to live.
so please,
no more drugs.
no more drinks.
just please let me be.
why don't people get it,
i've changed.
I need someone to hold me close
I feel so lost and alone
A comforting hand and a kind voice is welcomed
I need someone to help me find myself
I've lost my reason for living
Lost all care for the world
Lost something I can't get back
My heart is being ripped apart
I need love to carry on
Love me
Hold me
Comfort me
Help me to save myself
YOU Are the Weakest Link by kittykat0525, literature
Literature
YOU Are the Weakest Link
We've duked it out, had a battle of strength
We had a battle of wits and brains
It's all come down to this single moment,
The knife hits me dead on target.
A voice is all I hear,
"You are the weakest link."
i've changed, unbelievable i know
but i've gone from being wild yet content
to being quiet, shy, & reserved; but why?
it happened all of a sudden
i didn't want to talk
i didn't want to move
for i feared i was being judged
in everything i do.
i felt anxious to leave a room
full of friends,
to go and be alone
to read and write
now here i am
the quiet, she, & reserved girl
that no one hears or see's
but somehow, they know i'm there
and ready to help them with their problems
yet i can't solve my own.
how do you judge a person?
by simply looking at them?
the amout of money they have?
the car they drive?
the way they dress?
or...
do you get to know them?
ask questions?
listen to them?
watch them?
how do you judge a person?
or...
do you even care?
so much for a happy couple
we don't even talk to each other
let alone, see each other
this is too hard
i can't do it again
i've put up with it enough
it's either care or leave
please, i need you to choose
will you stay with me
and work this out
or will you leave,
like everyone else?
am i simply the girl next door
or am i the girl of your dreams?
the one you'll marry
or the one you'll leave heart broken?
it's your decision
but choose wisely
there's no other girl like me
but maybe you need a standard model.
one that's average and plain
the opposite of me,
one that's wild and spontaneous
that's somewhat close to what i am.
~Heaven sent to save thy hand,
A battle rages cross the land
~Through the valley cross the plain,
Bringing everybody pain
~They'll fight until the death of all,
Dying body's start to fall
~A field that was once blooming,
Now looks so gloomy
~The moon has shown,
The east wind blows carrying the long lost souls
~The wounded keep on fighting,
While their comrades are dying
~She stands alone,
The war is done
~Everyone else is gone,
She begins to sing her sad sad song
~Later on thoughts of pasts,
All will remember when the world turned to ash.
I'm sitting in the dark wondering why
Why am I beginning to cry?
We were best friends
Up until that fateful end
I remember that day
Like it happened yesterday
I sat and cried so hard my eyes were dry
Wondering what if and why
You body was limp and pail
You shot yourself I saw and let out a wail
I wail of sorrow because I had seen
I knew exactly how you meant it to mean
You didn't want us sad, that's what you said
In that little note by your bed
I had just come in to say hello
In the end I said "DEAR GOD NO!"
I really don't know anymore why you did it
Did you think it wouldn't bother me or the others a bit
The truth is it hur
Drops of Rain
Drops of rain on my window pane
Pitter patter pitter patter
I always think it's God, crying in pain
Pitter patter pitter patter
His children have turned against him
Pitter patter pitter patter
They're falling face first into sin
Pitter patter pitter patter
Carrying guns and knives
Pitter patter pitter patter
Throwing away their very lives
Pitter patter pitter patter
They're killing one another
Pitter patter pitter patter
Even though they're brothers
Pitter patter pitter patter
The morgue's becoming full with the dead
Pitter patter pitter patter
The dirt is their new bed
Pitter patter pitter patter
He wants t
i sit here in the darkness of my life
wondering if this is right,
my life is so topsy turvy
i don't know what to do.
i look for comfort when i come to you
but instead of comfort i leave in pain
all because you are driving me insane
you drive me up the wall, you're a regular know-it-all.
i don't understand these feelings inside of me
no one is able to see the true me
i'm sitting here in the darkness of my life,
wondering if this is right
i have hid my true self from the world for too long
my life is way too complicated
i don't understand my simple emotions
i have felt so many emotions, yet i don't understand them
i don't know w
I'm so confused wondering what to do
The reason why, my feelings about you.
One second I'm mad, the next I'm sad
Another I'm happy, then I'm upset
For a strange reason you chose me over the rest.
Now I'm feeling used, used and abused
But for some reason, I still love you.
On my other poem, Just Thinking, someone called me a ho
But they don't and never will know,
That poem wasn't about two people and me choosing
It was about the different sides of you.
Little Angel
I can act like an angel
But the devil within wants to come out
She wants to scream and shout
Lets take the view to a different angle
She's a young child
Innocent and pure
How are you so sure
That inside I'm not wild?
Am I really an angel?
Would I be good or evil?
Personally I think evil
That's all I am, and evil little angel.
I was told
That life is cold
That feelings hurt
That life's a flirt
That You must build up walls
To avoid the fall
Protect yourself from it all
That it all just wasn't worth it
They said that love was over rated
Life is drull and overstated
That love and happiness were not related
But look inside and find the child
Find your heart and sit a while
Talk it over discuss some things
Think about all your findings
Life is worth it
Love is worth it most of all
Some people think that love can be described
That love is something that can be transcribed
They don't relize that love just is
Love is an emotion a feeling
It is everythi
Not awake
Not asleep
I float along
I start to weep
It's dark outside
It's kind of cold
So very quite
So very old
The same things
The same days
The same feelings
The same ways
Not right now
Not tonight
I hate this place
I hate this fight
It's dark inside
It's a metaphor
So very lame
So very done before
The same things
The same days
The same feelings
The same ways
Hello my dear mother,
Now I know the pain you went through,
36 hours of pain and suffering,
And yet you still loved me,
Along my life you made mistakes,
You lived almost seventeen years of my life,
I lived four of them in a foster home,
Why did you keep drinking?
I know I was harsh?
But I thought it was for my own good,
When I heard your voice last,
I heard death come from your mouth,
My tears begin to fall,
I didn't want to know,
I wanted to sound strong,
But I wish I had another chance,
I wish this wish would come true,
I have Mallory, but I still need you,
Dad is doing better, his ups and downs,
He is so strong, you woul
Tell me a story where I was the king
Play out the picture like it was a scene
From a movie you've wanted to watch for so long
But words are exed out they must of been wrong
I've grimaced so senseless as I try to find
A story that makes me feel so sublime
Please help me discover what it takes to love
Or at least love me back this love life is rough
Here I go
I'm falling back into the cycle
Where I feel lonely and spiteful
And I am destined to be
A singularity
Here I am
Watching as my other side
In darkness without any light
All the sadness loneliness and rage
But just ignore it skip a page
Wasted so much time drinking down th
The Morning After
The morning after
All that went down
I sit hurt and alone
In self pity I drown
I just want to cry
Scream and yell
But I hold it in
And live in this hell
Pretending to be happy
Put on this act
Bottle my emotions
But my bottle begins to crack
I cant take much more
I don't know what to do
Someone please save me
Someone but who
No one is around
To pick me up when I fall
Dust me off
Help me walk tall
So I walk in shame
Head looking down
So no one can see my eyes
Or my frown
My eyes that once were bright
Have faded with pain and defeat
Now filled with sorrow
And the want to flee
So it's here I hide
In
Help Me Please
It seems so right
Yet so wrong
These feelings I have
I've had for so long
Hidden for years
Bottled up in my heart
I try to hide them
But they tear me apart
I need tell someone
I need to release my demons
Set them free
So I can move on
But I don't want to hurt
Anyone near me
So I hold them in
Just a little longer
I hope I can last
That I don't lose it all
But I'm scared
I think I may fall
I wish someone would catch me
From this downward spiral
Before I hit the ground and shatter
Before I crumble
Before I stumble
Before I lose it all
fucking sun off a bitch
im pissed at the world
I wonder why
rejection seems to be my storng point
then I hear this christian shit on the radio
and I think, who the fuck would listen to this
not anyone in their right mind
theres no fucking prooof he exists
my teachers tell me not to "open that can of worms"
I say kiss my ass, untill you have hard evidence
But, hell no, just cause I go to a catholic school
I gotta believe well I say sorry for you
sorry that in your lifes of many years
your head has become so full of bullshit
its just dieing to come out
so I say not sorry for me or us
but for you
cause you actually believe this